I need a place to rest this tired mind. Slow down 2008

White Christmas

I dont rmb much of last night and I hate myself for that! And I found a lot of pictures in my camera which I swear I dont even rmb taking. So I fell into a 2 hours slumber and woke up at 6.30 am on the sofa to find many other unfamiliar sleepy heads ard me. I was confused+horrified+couldnt think properly hahaha and I thought everyone left (turn out they were playing guitar hero upstairs) so brave me hailed a cab and went home myself. Grrr I had a bad bad hangover.

i realized mark yang has a signature 'tilt ya head' pose haha haha evidently not very sober already the one who doesnt stop calling me auntie haha the following pictures I dont rmb taking

Haha I just watched Shrek christmas special, Gingy and donkey are so cute and funny! Sigh ok my parents are driving me crazy :( That's why I like staying up until really really late and spend some lonely time with myself in my room because everyone's asleep and it's better that way.

X X X X X XMAS

Merry Christmas everyone! I can't believe 2007 is ending in less than a week. I hope everyone has a fulfilling year just like I did (yes, unbelievably) haha. This year is somehow different and special in many ways, I'll write more about it in my 07 wrap up post, just wait!

I haven't been a happy kiddo these last few days but tonight I feel slightly different (maybe it's the christmas magic hahaha) Did anyone notice that the moon was very round and bright tonight? Anw Morning mass tomorrow and gotta wake up even earlier to open up my presents! And I still havent decide if I should go to Jason's party tmr ..Ok I'll leave with a few random pics this week






(I did a minor decoration of my room haha, er actually only the stuff on the wall haha)

Fix my feet when they're stumblin

So last night I turned off the light as my maid's alarm clock rang and I caught the first glimpse of the morning sun while I try to sleep. Im tired now but I cant sleep with my heart and thoughts unsettled like this. I feel so ..blank (?) everynight when I come home. I've been so down and out lately and I havent been this way for quite a long time.

On a separate note, I need to stop eating chocolates at night, get more sleep, go to the gym, quit wallowing in self pity, stop being lazy and get my ass down to doing smth more constructive. Im craving for cold rock's chocolate mint ice cream with maltesers which I just had like 4 hours ago. No wonder Im obese. Good morning I hope everyone has a better day than I do.

Btw I deleted my last post as it was... a little too personal.

Ive been spending my last two nights at holland v. Just now i missed the last bus and couldnt find a cab so I walked back at 12+ haha. I like walking alone at night....creepy

Life's been so purposeless and aimless these days. I am supposed to be occupied with many things but somehow I just feel so dead and useless. December doesnt feel right this year although I couldnt exactly point out what is missing. I've been sleeping at 5 everyday and spending early mornings like this watching csi and oc. In the oc, taylor told ryan that he probably couldnt sleep at night because he has no reason to wake up to a new day ever since he lost marissa and decided not to take revenge on Trey. In a ridiculous but similar way, maybe Im subconsciously thinking to myself, why end today when I dont really want tomorrow to come anyway?

p.s Ive gotten a job
I cant wait to go back to indo
I think jamie lynn spears is crazy for being pregnant at 16

Rule the world

Ok Im officially sad to be back argh I hate being here.

Here's an update of my two weeks trip. The first one week was really exhausting coz we were on tour around shanghai, hangzhou, suzhou, nanjing and Wu Xi. Almost everyday we had to travel 3 hours by coach from one city to another, not forgetting that it was freezing cold I could barely feel my face. Haha yes I've decided that I hate cold weather, I cant imagine how it will be if I study in the East next year where it snows like there's no tomorrow. Tour was much better than I expected cause we were only touring with one other family who are really nice people. Anyway Shanghai is such an amazing place, we were all really impressed at how developed it is. The CBD area beats singapore hands down and the view from the boon at night is just awesome. We had 10 course chinese food every single day and I was really getting sick of it, not to mention I was constipated for the first 5 days until I took some shitting pills hahaha.

Okay then we flew back to HK and spent the 2nd week by ourselves in HK, Macau and SenZhen. A huge diff in weather coz winter in these places feels like summer! Oh I bumped into a lot of people there; Ian Ketsu, Don Liew, Vivian, Jane and i-forgot-his-name hahaha. Shopping was alright I guess. I got loads of shoes and bags but not so much of clothes coz they were selling winter clothes everywhere. So we left Sg with 3 check-in baggages and went home with 6 HAHA not to mention the 5 big handcarries. I know it sounds ridiculous but that load was largely filled with my mom's stuff. We spent a lot on weird things like 20kg Jade ornaments (which is supposedly good for feng shui in the house), tea sets, tea leaves which cost an LV bag (I hope it burns fats as effectively as it claims to) haha and many other random stuff.


Ok the amount of pictures we took is shocking! I was like ?! when my camera says memory full haha. Here are a lot of pictures (just 10% of everything) in order of the dates taken. Enjoy!


byebye sg

night view of shanghai from the ship

west lake when my father tells a story/joke...

musical fountain
Freezing ass cold!!

Sunset at 4pm everyday

Hong Kong!
Yeah believe it or not this is winter


fisherwomen



Haha erm whitehouse in china
Guess who I met Miniature forbidden city
Ocean Park HK

The venetian- where I made 150 bucks at the casino haha (beginner's luck)


Sigh Im feeling lousy now, I want to sleep in a hotel room and feel like a tourist again. I hate to be back, I have so many things on my mind, I have many things to worry about, many things to do .... Im going to watch my OC season 4 to take my mind off things :'(