Dear God,

How can I finish this crap in 30 hours
Why is life so hard on me
Why are my essays never ending
Why is my mom getting increasingly unbearable
Why is dieting so difficult
Why can't I stop eating chocolates at night
Why can't I sleep at night
Why do I feel so lonely
Why you
Why is time passing so fast
Why am I not special
Why do I find myself chasing for things that are out of my league
Why am I even crying ??!

Im leaving Singapore in 30 hours time and I hope Indo will treat me better than thizzzz.